Jbug sorry your feeling so upset. Its probably good if your not

talking with him right at the moment. Let yourself relax and calm

down. Maybe some deep breathing and something pleasant to focus

on and visualise about.

Yes we can all push ourselves over...but heck what good would

that do? Just let your feet dangle for abit, we want you around!!

Maybe a couple days away with out communication will help you

sort out the situation...? I've had hate/love relationships in

the past myself and know how you feel...Hang in there Jbug. Just

remember that you are #1..always....