It can be hard, @HALLIEBETH87! Remember that you're stronger than you think. Just try to do your best. Take baby steps. Distract yourself as much as you possibly can like you're already WONDERFULLY doing! You'll come out stronger. Trust me when I say that to You. I am REALLY HAPPY you're doing better now! Keep us updated! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @HALLIEBETH87, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!