A year ago I was a mess. At the time I was living here with my dad...but my computer was upstairs instead of down here in the basement where my room is. I'd be on the computer doing my thing and I don't know...I'd see movement out of the corner of my eye...the movement was my dad touching himself. He had started to look at me sexually and comment on me...so I left in a hurry...

While I was away I met a guy in Colorado who turned out to be a monster...he ended up stalking me and didn't let me have my own friends and went everywhere with me and all that. I didn't have the money to get my own place so I came home.

Dad had apologized for his behavior (he didn't say exactly what it was...he just said you do things when you're lonely) so I thought it would be different if I came home.

So I was doing laundry last night and it was late...he was watching tv...and I turned my head and there he was...doing things...touching himself in front of me again. He was under a blanket but you can tell what he was doing....

I just don't know what to do anymore...