Have you looked into any of the depression support groups in the LA area? There might be some support available there. This site here is a good place for support who are dealing with similar thing s to what you have going on.

Do you think you might need some kind of med change? Sometimes things need to be tweaked a bit from time to time.

Sending you support. I went through a tough college with a bunch of depression. It is hard. You can do this, but you may need some help. Hang in there!!!!