Actually, you should not ask for anything.

You should talk with your doctor and describe your symptoms and let the doctor decide what type of medication would help you.

You seem to flucuate between believing you are Bipolar or BPD. These require very different treatments. I think you should ignore labels and discuss with your doctor what has occured and what you feel.

Your previous hypomanic episode might not have really qualified as an episode under the guidelines and in most cases, mania from antidepressants occurs in VERY distinct Bipolar cases, such as Bipolar 1. It is not a common occurrence.