Gotta say it don’t get any easier. So my doctor wants me to do some medical tests - easy for him to say. I don’t really have anybody around that can take me to medical appointments or stay with me after - this is a problem as I get older. I know you’re saying hire somebody - definitely an option but still depressing. This just makes my inability to form relationships that much more devastating..... life rubs your nose in it once again.... Dealing with emotional stuff is a drag - throw in physical stuff and the fun really begins. Anyway I was just reflecting on my ridiculous situation once again - old habits die hard.... Gotta go feel sorry for myself some more!!!!!