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Originally Posted by Wander
Possible Trigger - SI
University begins in five days. The Fibromyalgia/Chronic Fatigue is getting worse, and my hip is still causing major issues. Despair is flooding in. I don't know if I will cope with the load, and if I can't I don't know if I can cope with the loss. I am not depressed, but still very suicidal. No one can help me or fix this. All I can do is wait and see what unfolds. I'm scared I won't make it. Sorry to be so down. I have tried so hard to stay positive. Living a life so limited physically and mentally(cognitive) is not one I want to live. This has to improve ASAP.
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Maybe it’s time to stop questioning if and how you can do this... and just go do it ?
Trust me I have Bipolar, PTSD, anxiety, Fibro and cfs and PsA etc etc
So I truly understands the struggle but sometimes we focus on all the ABC’s of why we may possible fail instead of just go DO ..
So what’s your first class ?? Make sure you leave with lots of extra time so if your hip or Fibro cause you to have to just stop and take a break and sit.
Does your university offer accommodations? Like giving extra time for turning in homework or maybe a quieter room to take a test in ? Usually Pdocs can fill out a form.
My daughter pre Bipolar diagnosis was able to buy a small recorder and all the students were allowed even encouraged to record the class. So along with notes she could re listen to the lecture.
I’m not being mean or dismissing how you feel or your fears , just maybe giving you an idea that you might not think of because your struggling.
So take a few deep breaths , gather your school supplies. Make a few dry runs before it starts .. see how long it will take you to get to classes.
Just go Do
