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Originally Posted by Wander
Possible Trigger - SI
University begins in five days. The Fibromyalgia/Chronic Fatigue is getting worse, and my hip is still causing major issues. Despair is flooding in. I don't know if I will cope with the load, and if I can't I don't know if I can cope with the loss. I am not depressed, but still very suicidal. No one can help me or fix this. All I can do is wait and see what unfolds. I'm scared I won't make it. Sorry to be so down. I have tried so hard to stay positive. Living a life so limited physically and mentally(cognitive) is not one I want to live. This has to improve ASAP.
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Hi Wander,
I can relate to your current situation. As you know, I also live with a few chronic illnesses. I have similar issues. We go out on a limb (at least a bit) and we are a bit hopeful once again! It's a miracle we can be hopeful enough to try again, only to have our hopes shattered again. It is a loss!
Is there any chance you could do the coursework at home, if needed?
Others have mentioned accommodations at the school as well.
Are there provisions in place should you experience a relapse of any type?
I wish I had a fix to offer.
As you know, many of these conditions tend to cycle. You are not always in a relapse, which is helpful, but not the case today.
My heart goes out to you!
We are here for you.
