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I HATE MY DID TONIGHT......... as I (or my last alter) opened up a Pandora box Monday night that should have remained closed (I think) and now I have lost the me I had been for the last six months or so and I want her back........ as she was more open to new things, care free, less emotional and sexually some thing....... I am so confused and angry at her loss.

With the opening of this Pandora Box has come much deep rooted doubt and confusion toward my husband and I hate having those feelings..... What have I done?

HELP!! HELP!! HELP!!

I HATE being TWO in ONE - as we hold different views and opinions in every thing that matters in Life.