I know things should be good with the new job and everything but I just feel really low. I am just in a bad place and I don’t know why. I think I passed my background check. I have a lot of work to do which is a big change from the last couple of years. They approved my schedule so I can at least get to therapy once a week. So everything seems to be going great but I feel like crap. I just want to withdraw from the world. Stay in bed all the time. What is wrong with me?