(((((((((((( jw75 )))))))))))))
Welcome to PC. I'm so sorry things are so bad for you just now. Rejection and feeling alone are such hard feelings to deal with. Keep writing here, you aren't really alone any more, you have us. I know what you mean about food not mattering when really down. My advice tends to suck (on here) but your body does need fuel to keep going. Thinking of you and sending lots of support. PM me if you need