Hey all,
Thanks for your positive responses. They mean a lot to me because they give me a sense I am not alone. Many of you have brought up my comment about getting disability. I’ve always heard and experienced that it’s hard, if not impossible, to get disability for anxiety related illnesses. My sister draws disability for emotional issues but that battle lasted years with appeals and all that. That was many years ago with some circumstances that may have complicated it more than I realized – but that is where I was coming from with my statement. I hope no one took offense to my statement, it was there to express the doubt I have about being able overcome this situation. My living situation and all aspects of my life are in chaos. I live with my mother which is not ideal, but I don’t have much of a choice – there are more issues there than I rather get into, but anyway.

I’m sorry for pushing this post back to the top. I just wanted to take a moment to thank everyone who responded. All were very kind. My situation can only get better, right? Let’s hope it all works out in my favor.