This morning for an hour now I've been ruminating about how FedEx didn't leave some packages at my door. Instead they sent them over to the leasing office. It's such a hassle to go by the office to pick up stuff. I have tons of packages there that I won't pick up. I just re-order the stuff. But now it's weighing heavily on my mind. I just want the leasing office to return all the items. I never want to go pick them up. I'm just making myself sick with worry over this. Do you ever get into a mind rut like this? How do you stop yourself?

I think I will try to distract myself with a video or music or maybe a book. My stomach is starting to hurt I've been fretting so much. I'm just angry at the situation. It's out of my control. I guess I just have to accept that I didn't get my deliveries and move on.