Awe Deilla!

I suppose I do get into a mind rut like that, anxious about like going out, but, in the end, I just do it...usually. Or perhaps you can get someone to go with you to pick up your stuff? I'm sorry, but it seems such a shame to have spent all that money and then just reorder stuff again. :/ But I completely agree with being upset and angered with FedEx. I get upset when I can't make it to the door on time (or frankly don't want to because I don't want to see people or have people see me) and they don't leave the package, but send it to the post office. Usually my husband goes to pick them up then, but he's not happy about it either because he hardly gets time off as it is and this just wastes more time. But that's why I suggested having someone go with you... i hope I am not just making things worse for you. I know it's hard to hear things sometimes when we're already in a rut. *hugs