For about 2 years I had a wife and a girlfriend we all hung together. Thing was when my bipolar got very bad I met this girl who was bipolar her self we became best friends and my wife allowed she was have a hard time dealing with my illness on her on this kind worked for all 3 of us it was like having to family and i love them both .I was removed from my house by cys do to my bipolar I was unsafe to be around my kids. So I moved in with my girl friend for a year but as I got better and (I admit I was very sick) plans were for me to move back with my wife and kids thats where it all fell apart.I back with my wife and happy but there a empty hole that my wife just cant fill. How long I searched for someone who understood that part of me not to be friends with her any more is painful.I wont to call her up so bad and talk to her i miss her .What should I do ? I dont wont any body to get hurt again.