When I was really young like four and five I was convinced if a car got behind our family car when we we're coming home at night that they where stalking us and going to kill us. There are numerous things through out my childhood like I would talk to my imaginary friends and avoid other kids. Just little things like that my whole life, I was always really shy and akward around kids my age when I was little.

Then at 13 I started having anxiety problems, depression, and I started to self injure.

At 15 I was in a car wreck with my grandmother that killed her and I still have problems with flashbacks and I'll avoid anything that reminds me of it..I can't even say her name because it triggers so many memories and fills me with panic..and panic leads to self injury.

So basicly my whole life has been plagued with problems with Parinoa, Anixety, and Deppression. I've never been diagnoised with anything because I've only been to a thearpist once and that was because my parents forced me..I'm trying to find one though on my own accord so I can figure all of this out.