Yes, this is what I mean. It could be major depression with delusion, hallucinations, or hypochrondira with or without mood related psychosis.

I generally have hypochondria.

My psychiatrist also said that it is an indicator of how bad the depression is.

I also have sometimes mixed with suicidal thoughts, and there are days when I just don't know if I'll make it.

I know it has a high level of morbidity and mortality ...

I'm on 3 anti-depressants, and anti-psychotic and an antianxiolytic.

Right now, I'm waiting for biopsy results to determine whether or not I have oral cancer and the waiting is so difficult.... It's hard for me to reign my mind in.

I'll probably call a crisis line today.

I was hospitalized twice last year and almost took my life in 2014 when I bottom out with a massive breakdown ... it took all my strength to stay alive ... and I'm so highly functioning that I wasn't admitted to hospital ... I actually lived ina different province at the time and they're having a hard time keeping up with the psych demands ... there was no room in emerg and I actually stayed in the waiting room all night suffering ... a terrible experience and I wouldn't wish this on anyone...

Is your MDD pretty much controlled? Mine isn't, I'm afraid.