@bpcyclist

Thank you for breaking down your days and activities. It's really wonderful to hear how you've found things to help you compartmentalize.

I find I try to sleep to take away my thoughts ... I try to look at pretty pictures in magazines, but my concentration is poor...

Wonderful to hear you're writing a book about your stay at the state-run facility - it's bound to be an eye-opener.

I wish I had your resolve, I'm just getting by barely ... seem to have lost hope... very hard to wait for these biopsy results which I get on March 5th.

So far, you've all been really nice to me on PC and that IS helping!!

As for ketamine, it's going to be approved in Canada, but I'm not sure when. I'd be afraid it's cause psychosis, though, and I already have psychotic features .. so I don't know...

As for the MAO inihibitor, I'll ask my psych.

Right now I take Effexor, Wellbutrin and Remeron, also abilify and ativan.