I am so sorry you have to wait until March 5!!! Sending you strength!!

You should give the ketamine a read. I ws on an experimental analogue of it. I also have a lot of psychosis, but that drug did not exacerbate it. It did completely eradicate my depression, however. It did not get apporved in the USA because of side effects. Anyhow, it could possibly help you. It is working for some people with treatment-resistant depression.

Hang in there!!!