The move is finished as of today. last month one of my cats had to be put to sleep because she was really sick, I still had my other cat Annie, but she got out during the move here. Now I have neither of them I'm heartbroken and miss them so much, and am filled with so much anxiety over the whole thing.

I've been very depressed. Part of it is losing my cats and part of it is likely due to the thorazine. I'm lowering the dose though (with my psychiatrists approval) then am going to ask about getting off of it entirely since I'm already on another AP and moodstabilizer, so I don't feel it's necessary right now and it's doing more harm than good at the moment. Just so sedated constantly and it's impacting my daily life in a very negative way.