What about calling your Pdoc for a possible Med tweak or change or even a AP for a few days ? Today? If your tossing a bottle of pills in your mouth and physically laying hands on someone in anger you need help NOW..

What if you get so agitated again you take your pills and no one will know ? Maybe you harm yourself physically ? Your Mom ? Your partner again? Sure your Mom is coming over and your partner is around but if your a mess you could easily leave the room swallow whatever and no one know.

I think your playing with fire and you need help now.

Stay safe