Hey Rose ,

I just have a brother and we have a good relationship. No sisters although I always wanted one, but after seeing friends with sisters fight like rabid wolves at times I’m glad I don’t.

I don’t always respond to your threads as often I just can’t think of much advice to offer , but I read a lot.

Your life has been hard in so many ways on a million levels and you are struggling with a big loss coming at some point , maybe soon.

My advice ? Maybe I’d just leave sleeping dogs alone. Yes I’d probably like to know why such a gift? But I think I would really try and balance things out mentally Will it help me to dig up the past or is it best to just leave it as you did by saying Thanks.

I have some sleeping dogs in my past and some I have decided to leave alone, they could become a rabbit hole I might not survive falling into.

I’m sure the flowers are beautiful , maybe focus on that, instead of who ordered them online