One of my vocal cords is paralyzed. Who knows how long its been that way. But more than that, I've lost my upper register. I can only sing up to about an A above middle C. I can sometimes sing in a strange falsetto that works, but nothing near as well as I could back when that recording was made. I just changed my name under my avatar to "Silver Swan" because there is a famous song with the lyrics, "The silver swan, who living had no note." That's what I feel like a lot.