Hello all. Things are better on this front. Had a good day today n3-wise. We had dinner at Chili's and he paid. I'm feeling dozey- maybe the haldol I took or maybe its just 8:00 p.m. and I'm in bed. I spent part of the day stealing my own photos from a website online that I'd forgotten I put them. Woohoo! Makes me happy. Also saw my fwb- BIG GRIN.

ETA: I keep catastrophizing things. N3 went into the Amazon locker and something told me that he . Also seeing crashes happen out of thin air. So I'm good and bad today I guess now that I think about it. Ramped up yet horror movie hallucinations.