Sorry I haven’t been responding to posts lately. I’ve been overwhelmed and having trouble concentrating. I do read, and I do care.

Saw my pdoc this morning. He believes my explosive rage on the weekend, and near attempt are PTSD related. We talked for some time. He made sure I was safe and seeing my T tomorrow. He wants me to email him if things slide even a little. I am doing well today so he is hoping I have properly calmed down now. He was incredibly supportive and understanding . He did not judge me for becoming violent against others and myself but instead made sure I was no longer close to that point. As I’ve calmed he doesn’t want to hospitalise me. I can take Seroquel prn if needed. He will be in contact with my T.

I’m happy with my pdoc. Today I feel much calmer and have more energy. With University classes beginning this afternoon I’m so thankful I feel better. I’m thinking of something I can do to thank(and apologise to) my partner. I put him through a lot and he remained supportive. Ideas welcome.