Today I feel triggered. Just by my own stuff, nothing on here. I think part of me knows that it is my last chance to SH before Lent and is freaking out a little bit. I've texted some friends letting them know I am struggling a bit but pretty much everyone is working so I'll get the texts later. I'm at work too, but it's not busy today, at least not yet. I don't think it will be either. Has that "feel" to it. I'm trying to not let the "wanting to" overcome the part of me that doesn't want to. It's a push/pull. I gotta see which side of me is stronger I guess.