ok, this should prob be in the relationships forum...but...it's just threw my anxiety levels through the roof so...sorry to any poor mod who maybe has to waste time moving it...i post where i feel it's appropriate at the time is all.

well...oh blue bananas man...i just got a note shoved thru my door...from my baby sis saying she's just checked into a hotel in the city and she'll call back to see me tomorrow.

no "do i mind? do i even want to see her?"

and that shows just how little she knows me...with my ptsd which she knows about...i can't take things being sprung on me that quick.

and with my amnesia...which she also knows about...she's a stranger to me....and...bosh i don't need this atm!