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I understand you are not supposed to threaten it, and members might be upset but to be honest I don't have any friends here anyway! It's all false. Nobody really knows me. Got a nice picture of a horse with wings, but that's about it!

I read some resources about suicide and it said not to do it because it would upset friends and family. Hey! I have no friends! My family would do just fine without me!

I have had a life time of emotional pain, sick of applying coping strats and oh, hang on it will get better! Bollocks, it never does, we kid ourselves into believing it might. Once an amoeba, always an amoeba. I can't change no matter how hard I try and believe me I really have tried.