Feeling a bit down. Felt a bit down yesterday too, even though it was a beautiful day. Probably just a small blip.

I went to my mom’s house and found the tax document I was missing. I am going to get my taxes professionally prepared this year. Usually I do it myself but I have four W-2s this year. Plus I have my usual childcare tax credit, student loan interest, etc etc. not up to it. Plus I’m always terrified of being audited because I’m not good at keeping paper work around. So yeah. HR block it is. I have to get there soon. I really, really, REALLY need the money. Last year I got a decent amount because I made so little. Thus year I made about the same, maybe slightly more. I have to pay taxes on my disability claim though so idk how much that will be another reason for professional help.

My cat is doing well. Except one of them, I’m suspecting the cat who had surgery, is vomiting. I keep finding it around the house. It’s not that much so I’m not that concerned. The surgery cat has a sensitive stomach and is likely just getting used to his new food.

I have therapy in an hour but don’t feel like going. I never feel like going. I think it’s because I just don’t have anything to talk about anymore now that I’m stable. Plus it’s so late at night. By 8pm I just want to be in my sweats in bed. I did talk her into biweekly sessions instead of weekly sessions so that’s good. I guess I’ll just suck it up and go.