Hi darkangel, sometimes my depression makes me feel the same way. Generally coming here to PC helps. If I feel like I really need to get some support right away, I PM somebody. Of course, then I have to wait until they log in....I am sorry you are feeling this way. I don't go to chat much--not really my thing. So, I don't know what goes on there. If you are feeling like you need to make a connection, send me a PM. I generally log in a few times a day. Hang in there. There really are a bunch of caring people here.