pegasus you have been here about the same lengh of time as i have, and i always look to see if your online or been online i consider you a friend of mine just as much as fuzzy and the others,i always thought my family would be better of without me as i was making things worse
right up untill about six mths ago
even when i attempted it seemed the better thing to do
and when the police came they asked spoke to me and i told them i wanted to be with my father, but they wouldnt let me
they got me a ambulance and asked who i would like contact with, i asked for my aunt

when i was admitted to the hospital my daughter and a friend came into see me and waited untill i was dischrged
my aunt came and talked to me, she asked me what life was like growing up with out my mum and would i honestly put my children through that
so every time i become down and that sort of thoughts are going through my head i reach out to my friends here on opc and irl and remember that my kids need there mum
(((((((((((((pegasus)))))))))))))))