This is me all the way, I change moods like the wind, I anger is like the wrath of God, I will tear you apart verbally and then later feel horrible about it and push people away, I hate being this way, Why cant I be loved unconditionally, I love other people that way, I am called psyco because I can go from crying to laughing in 5 minutes or be doing them at the same time, Sorry I am rambling on, I lost someone I loved again and am to stubborn or trustful to reach out to them, I was lied to and betrayed again