@sarahsweets Happiest Birthdays to you! Age is just a number. You've accomplished a lot in your 45 years to be proud of. Remember that!

I am 49. I sometimes regret the past 30 years of my choice but there's nothing I can do about it but look forward. It's not the 'end of the world' to reach middle age. I'm glad to be alive. Whatever I can achieve until my time comes, I am glad to be alive.