I can relate to this , it's a sign your therapy is going well ( although it may not feel like it ! ) I talked to my T in session this week about you and your T because I could see similarities and the insight I was getting. I think some of what comes up is conscious and we can see it , but what's unconscious often feels like just a sort of inner turmoil which we try to express in some way , sometimes it's anger. I'm sure your T will handle this well and see it as progress. I remember my T handling both positive and negative transference extremely well when I was experiencing it. Hugs.