Really told him no. I've been wavering but therapy got my senses back. I read articles about being a mistress one was spot on. How I was being treated. Anyway, I know now we are done and it's hard but I'm relieved kind of. I didn't want to be his toy.

My therapist was like if you want to do something like this, now's your chance, but what you said your looking for is this. And that really cleared it up for me.