Oh lord. That spasms thing I have with my throat hit tonight at the church supper then again in the car almost home. Just now again. God I hate this. I was doing so well. I think part of it is that yesterday I didn't eat until almost eight. Usually I eat between 5-6 pm. So that kept me up all night and one thing I've noticed is that the spasms seem more likely when I've not slept. I do have a follow up with my doctor coming up. But he's stumped cause the scope showed nothing that could be causing it. My doc said to take the meds twice a day but I'm always forgetting the before supper one.
Mum was the reason we ate so late yesterday. We were at urgent care for her from 5 till after 7. We were at ER on Sunday cause her back and under the ribs hurt so bad she thought maybe is was her heart. But that might have been the start of her bladder infection. And last night she had a painful leg. She's convinced that it's from the antibiotic but I think it's seperate. So she's quit her antibiotics. Ever since her birthday it's been one thing after another. She's not enjoying 92. I think my grandpa was 92 when he passed but I don't want to bring it up by asking.
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…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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