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Still upset -- I keep learning scary things every day and no one in my family has this so I am not the least bit prepared. I had a terrible nights sleep last night and then had to go to work with both my back pain and lack of sleep. I am definitely having panic attacks. One thing that happens with me when I panic is that I get stupid. Today I did so many stupid things I really hoped that I made it home.
I am going to choose to look at the good. I got an appointment today with one of the leaders in the entire field at a renowned cancer place in my State. It was relatively quick too. April.
I hope tomorrow I will get some tests and some answers. {{}}}
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