Yeah this sucks. I tried to get off meds myself and now I'm paying for it. Back up to my old dose, but hypomanic prodromal symptoms plague me almost every day. Pretty much threw a relationship away, and on this course I don't think I can ever be with someone seriously (my 14 year marriage finally disintegrated not so long ago as well) When I'm in these states all it takes is one little thing to send me into a tailspin. I'm okay with being single indefinitely. But does anyone else have luck with relationships? I heard a 90% divorce rate when a partner has bipolar. Is that true? Wtf. Anyway life blows and then you die. I'm so irritable right now.