I understand completely. And as i am tearing up and typing I want to thank you for your brutal honesty because that is what I need to hear right now.
Just when I thought our relationship was getting so much better, the abuse is only getting worse with every reoccurrence.
I don’t want my children to grow up in this environment. Although our babies are only 1 & 2, we also have our 9 & 10 yo girls from our previous failed marriages. The girls see and hear so much that they shouldn’t have to.