I can relate VERY MUCH, @sinking! I know it is certainly harder for me to do things without having a Therapist behind my back. I'd say that is part of the Learning Process in Therapy too. I hope you'll reconsider your decision and perhaps see another Therapist. In any case, it's REALLY good to see you back! I MISSED YOU A LOT! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @sinking, your Family, your Friends, your Therapist, and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK, MY DEAR, SWEET, AWESOME, KIND AND WONDERFUL FRIEND?!