Don't worry, @NOS-NOS! It is hard, but I am SURE you will be able to find a WONDERFUL Relationship for Yourself! I'd suggest using this time and this Discovery to take care of yourself first. You will find the Love of your Life more easily if you feel more stable! Keep trying your best, Friend. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @NOS-NOS, your Family, your Friends, your Pdoc and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK, MY DEAR, SWEET, AWESOME, KIND AND WONDERFUL FRIEND?!