Made the biggest mistake EVER! After this guy disrespected me and abandoned me, I forgave him. Tried to make plans for tonight, but he’s like “I’ll let you know” I know 110 percent, he’s trying to get me to take the blame and get the upper hand and be in control. He should have to earn his trust back if he wants to see me. But here I am practically giving it away! I realized my mistake, so I know I cannot contact him...have to be strong and have no contact whatsoever. Someone kick me!