Hi Friends, so I'm so lost and confused and need help. I was with my ex partner for many years. It was great for the most part but there were re-ocurring problems throughout. My ex had mental health issues, binge drink and he wouldn't hold down a job. I was blinded by love and I though he was a good person underneath. I became pregnant and my partner came off his meds so he could get feel more motivated to work etc. We clashed over everything. I was so frustrated because I was so heavily pregnant, sick and working over 40 hours a week up to 8.5 months pregnant. I did become very mean to him, which I regret now. We had our baby which was filled with drama as the night before my partner came home drunk as a skunk. Then our son was 2 months old and he disappeared drinking. I had enough. I locked him out to go get help but instead he ran off with another woman. He has been with her over a year now and has completely abandoned our son. While he was with her we were intimate a few times but he hinted he still loved me and he wanted our family back. He lied of course. Ha was hacked all my social media he even tried this week to get into my snapchat. He moved this woman in with his parents after only 3 months. I feel so used, betrayed and low in myself. Was I really worth so little? What has this woman got that that I don't have? Why is she so much more important that our son. Please help friends. Love to you all.