I have recently discovered a certain type of bondage porn with the female in the submission role is a incredible turn on for me. The trouble is, i have been single for some time and the couple time I’ve had sex, the men are very closed to anything that isn’t very conservative. I’m a middle aged woman and I’m starting to think that the amazing sex life that I had with my first husband may have been the once in a life time match with a partner that was open and willing to share each other’s fantasy’s.

I’ve actually thought about going to a legal brothel to pay for the bondage experience. It seem like the anxiety of being judged by sharing the fantasy would be a non issue. It also seems safer than finding someone online in forums specifically designed for fetish dating.