I don't blame you one bit for being frightened. I give you immense credit for pursuing various paths of possibility and care.
You are correct - MM is no joke; I have lost two family members to it.
I would be very encouraged that your blood work looks good...that makes all the difference.
My hope is that you will follow through with however many MD's you need to see until you find one that you resonate with and thoroughly trust.
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