I'm sorry you're feeling so bad. I also have PTSD and anxiety and depression. It does get better Personally I stay away from the providers. (They have done little but harm in this prehistoric forest...) Calling the cops on me would do nothing but harm.

A T who cares is very helpful.

A T with zero empathy will inevitably cause harm. (a T who had me ) (irl)

From what I know of you I think you have a good T

I have berries