I am relaxing after work from a 5 1//2 hour shift. That is allot of hours for me. I have also had to work 8 hour shifts not including lunch hour. Boy, now that was very difficult to do. I have a couple 5 to 10 PM shifts coming up that should prove to be very tiring to me. I going to bed early nowadays. I have an antique pistol that had allot of dark grey patina, thusly showing its age of 165 years. I placed it into a storage sock. The sock smelled funny, like oil. The next day, I found all that patina stripped off of the pistol, Evidentially, it is penetrating oil. I almost cried. Why is there penetrating on a new storage sock? The pistol's value just went down a couple thousand dollars. I still feel like crying.

I have the next two days off. I need to clean my place up. Ever since starting my job, there has been a low grade depression that makes it difficult to get started, This reminds me of past jobs. There is no reason for me to feel this way. It is an easy job. Other than dealing with the occasional nasty customer, the day goes fairly smooth. I just do not understand this.