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I don't know why, but I sort of assumed there was a fella there with you. Who knows, I think I may have thought I seen you type something about a fella.

Anyway, ain't nothing wrong with just looking. It can be a lonely place when you're at home with the baby....I know. I used to feel guilty because I convinced myself that I should be completely satisfied with just my baby and me. Even though it's your number one love...the baby ain't much of a conversationalist if you know what I mean. As long as your taking your time, I believe it's healthy. I hope you find what you're looking for.

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Des, there was a fella.. we broke up one week before I got pregnant and I moved out when I was three months pregnant. Ive *****ed about him plenty enough on here though for being an irresponsible drug addict.. so you may be thinking of that.

Im certainly not looking for anything serious, and im DEFINETLY not looking for a surrogate daddy.. though it would be nice if i married someday and Jeremy had a step dad that loved him its not my approach.

I did start talking to this guy today and he seems nice. Hes 35 though so Im not sure where it will go... is that too old? Im almost 26...

Anyways. Taking my time for sure.

and I SO have those same feelings of guilt...and needing conversation.