I was in a good mood earlier when i was messaging with my Scrabble mate. But then i asked her to get set up online with Scrabble so we could start playing together online and she said no she was too busy. Ever since then i have been in a foul mood. Thanks to Scrabble i can now insult myself in obscure words. We have the new word EEJIT which means idiot so i insult myself "stupid eejit." At least i'm creative...

I get the impression that people think i'm alone because i don't reach out. But i've reached out three times now recently and been rejected all three times. What does this tell me? Stop reaching out.

Feeling savage.