That does sound hurtful, I'm sorry. Just because your diagnosis doesn't fit in a box doesn't mean your symptoms aren't valid. I hope you can find someone to take you seriously. On Lexapro I had restlessness/couldn't sit still, and racing thoughts, but was very depressed and feeling very negative about myself. So, some similarities, but there was really nothing positive or enjoyable about my experience. Also, for me it began within hours of taking the first dose which kind of made me think it's more likely to be a med reaction than an actual mood issue, but I'm not certain of that.